Don't accuse wildflowers for being weeds because they're wild,
because they're free.

Okay, so I've been noticing something is pulling me into church, and this time, it's not myself that has did it. It's all of these outside uinfluences that are occuring. I was trying to ignore it.
So, the other day Lindsey calls, the girl I used to babysit. She's 12 now. She's grown up so much, tells me about her life, how she has been vegetarian for about a year, and is really interested in Christianity. That's where the pull began.
Now, I just got back from walking over to Dairy Queen. I wanted a chocolate shake. So, I'm waiting there at the counter and this guy I remember from Greater Faith church is there. Now, he doesn't remember me. I think I look a lot different from when I first went, but he tells me the church has gotten a lot better, the people are great. So, then I tell him "bye." So, I'm now walking home and now he's at the pay window and asks me if I want to go out with the church and eat with them, whatever, and I told him I might do that. So he asks for my number and I give it to him. He asks for my name and I remembered his, I think he was surprised.
So, it's just weird is all.
Hi Alicia! I didn't see this post the last time I dropped but I did want to at least give you some encouragement. When I experienced an awakening a few years ago, I was kinda in the same frame of mind as you as you are, regarding going back to church. You would not believe some of the "inner urging" I was experiencing. At one point, I was certain that I was losing my mind 'cuz I just did not understand why all these ideas were surfacing and compelling me to explore. Sounds like your guides are making themselves aware and that is seldom a bad thing. I figure that if something provides guidance or understanding, like a church, and it will only add to my quality of life, I'm game. And, as we both know, nothing in life is random, including people who appear suddenly and plant the seeds of an idea within us. Sorry to hear about you being ill. I hope that it doesn't linger into the holidays. Peace and Light, my friend.