As a Wildflower..

Don't accuse wildflowers for being weeds because they're wild,

because they're free.

Hey, this is Alicia. Let's first start off with the fact I'm a Gemini and vegetarian. Can I say more? I possess a bubbly personality and I'm non-judging (or so I've been told). I can be pretty darn blunt at times--I'm just gaining a lot more honest expression. I'll say what I feel, however, I'm usually sensitive to one's feelings. I used to have a lot of innocence regarding many things, but lately I have been into experimenting. Before I was afraid to have new experiences; to let go of fear. Ever since I've overcome some of my internal fears new avenues within myself have surfaced. I'm actually, for once in my life, not completely niave. I feel most everyone has darkness within themselves; a deep blackness. I'm different, possessing interests that deviate from the norm, I'm very accepting, and completely stubborn. Feel free to leave a tag!

A lot of love resides in me; within my spirit. I have a deep love for people and creation. I believe we are creativity and that it exists within each one of us. To unlock this part of ourselves is to uncover the layers that block its ability to surface. The primary focus of my spiritual journey is allowing these layers to show themselves and to understand my niche in allowing all energy to pass through freely--to experience little blockages from external sources that stagnate in my chakras. A strong part is keeping calm in the chaos. I am here to love, to experience, and to be made aware everyday that I am here because of the choices I make presently and because of the choices I've made before I entered the physical realm. I am not a victim to society, to myself, nor to others for I've made my spiritual journey in the way it exists.

CURRENT MOON

moon phases

If it were easy to ignore,
this world of ignorant bliss,
I'd hide in my carcass,
buried beneath,
drenched under camouflaged blood.
If it were easy to ignore,
this world of pity and emptiness,
I'd fall off the farthest cliff,
and exchange consciousness for death.
I ponder the day,
wrinkles cloud my face.
And I wake up to see nothingness,
mesmerized at how empty can make you full.

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Bits & Pieces: hello...care to exchange link? if so let me know so I can add your link to my blog...tnx

medicine: good article!

maeve_and_lasair: Hello! I'm Lasair... nice blog I like it... sorry ur sick, i was yesterday, but not as bad as you!! Hope ya get better! talk to you sometime, bye!

LadyPixie: Heya! Hope you're feeling better :) I've changed the link to my journal so please update your friends' list by clicking on my name to get the new link :) Have a wonderful weekend!

Samantha: New Entry at the Witch's Diary!

Magenta: Hope you feel better. Get well soon.

LadyPixie: Hey- I love your look here :) Hope you feel better soon, too. I hate strep throat :\ *huggles to you*

twiggy: hi, alicia. do you have Y!M? i'm online now. ;p

eric: Nice blog with great insight Alicia!Thanks for stopping by my site.Love,Eric

KillScissors: love your post

Samantha: Hello, Dear! Could you please post with wider letters (as in your november16th post), please? It's a bit too small, thank you. Rest well, Sam.

Lasair: Hey! Nice place ya got here. Thnx for the tag on our blog gby the way. You should come by more often!

mysti: i don't know anyone on "real life" (ie , not over the net) with dreads at the moment, but i know people who are thinking about them for the future. including me actually... hehe.

Caitlin: Hey Chica, I will update and everything in a bit. I'm changing the layout of my page later tonight after dinner. But now I must work on my essay for Roth. Loves ya,Caitlin.

LadyPixie: Not a problem at all. I will add you as well. Oh- thanx for the tag- I'm slowly trying to change the overall look of the journal and I'm hoping to make a new post within the next day or two as well. :) Thanks again for adding me! Talk to you soon.

sunshine: Hi there! Of course I remember you!!! I always felt bad about leaving as I did. I know I let a lot of people down. Some people found my blog and sabatoged it. It was heart breaking for me. I opened up this one, and have learned so much. So glad you found me again!!!!! Good luck in massage therapy school. Who knows, I may join you!

Jack: Thanks for stopping by... thought I'd return the tag. Hope this finds you doing well!...

wildwitchy: hiya. thanks for dropping by. yes, i did make the circelet. i'm a jewellery designer! a very pretty page here! xx

LWM: Just peering into your world

to see how you are. Stop by sometime

LadyPixie: Hey! Thanks for dropping by my journal. Soz it took so long to get back to you. Seems that we have a lot in common as well. I'll check out your friend's journal, too. Feel free to visit again! Peace and Blessed Be!

Samantha: Thank you so much for your tag, Dear! Im going to add you on my friends' list. Feel free to come back anytime!

Caitlin: Go read my latest blog. Lol, love ya chica.

Magenta: Hey there! Thanks for stopping by and reading. I've enjoyed my stay. Great journal you have here. I must come back again.

mysti: thanks for the comment.. love your blog.

Emmyrose: Hi, thanks for the tag. Happy Weekend

Caitlin: Hey, go read my latest bravenet blog. http://nympheticfrisson.bravejournal.com/There's a large paragraph dedicated to you. Lol, so I just thought I'd let you know. My name is NympheticFrisson. Loves ya chica. Take care.

Friday, November 24th 2006

8:19 PM

Grrr.

I'm feeling: blah.

So, dating...

I don't think I'll want to date anyone anytime soon. Phil wasn't outwardly attractive to me, but everything felt right and soon attraction grew. And I loved his voice, the sound of his voice. It still melts my heart sometimes.

After conversing with this guy online, of whom I thought was attractive, I heard is voice and it's just too dorky sounding for me. I know, I don't like to judge but a man's voice is either a turn on or a turn off. In this case it's a turn off. I guess I'm going to have to be honest and give the let down soon. I can't lead people on and not be blunt. That's too much of a guilty act for me and it's not fair at all.

I just want a relationship like Phil and I had. I don't think I'll get that anymore. It's depressing, really.

0 Trees Hugged(s).

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