Let's see. I woke up at 6 a.m. and threw up. Woke up again at 9 a.m. and threw up. Then at 9:30 a.m. I threw up. I think it was the Mexican restaurant from last night, Puerto Vallarta.

So, yesterday Phil (He's 30 and we dated in Lexington) came in from Lexington to see his Louisville, KY friends and he came to New Albany, IN to come and see me for like an hour and a half. It was just really nice and pleasant. One of the first things he said was, "Alicia, you're happy!" In Lexington, it was hard for me living there and affording food to eat. That's why I moved back to New Albany, IN. It was so stressful and it was hard to be happy. He showed me his massage table--it's really nice, and we talked at the coffee shop about Lina and other things.

He told me he's been readings this book on open relationships, something he's been interested in and I've been more recently open to. I told him I've been cuddling with this guy recently because it's hard to not have that type of physical contact. He asked me if I still wanted to be lovers with him. I told him that I do, however, I just don't want to feel hurt or attached. So, when I get my license, and when I feel comfortable driving that far, I'll go up and visit. If I have sex with anyone, I need that emotional and physical connection. I have that with Phil. I love and care about him. Well, he road me to work that day, we said I love you, our "seen you soons," and kissed.

I look forward to seeing him again.